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[03 May 2008|07:02pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Crack my fucking dog's head wide open. Dogs just like a fuckin' woman, hit 'em and they just love you more.

I am the antidote

[08 Dec 2007|07:51pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Shit, been ages since I've updated this. Nothing has been going on, everything stays the same kind of bullshit. It's almost Christmas, doesn't feel like it though, I guess 70 degree weather in December has something to do with it, I don't fucking know.

I am the antidote

[17 Jun 2007|09:57pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Yeah..

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[02 Dec 2006|02:12am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I don't get alot of sleep as of late, I'm now really amused by badgers along with meese, yes I said meese instead of mooses, but anyways, this short ramble is brought to you by the random mornings of the one known as Mada, and yeah, that's about all I have to say since I don't ever know what the fuck to post here anymore, hence why I haven't posted anything in a while, fucking depressing posts and all this bullshit that fills my LJ or some shit.

I am the antidote

[11 Nov 2006|06:32pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I'm fucking tired of this, I'm fucking tired of being okay one minute and then being all blah the fucking next. I don't even know what the fuck is going on with me anymore. All I know is that these god damn pills aren't helping a god damn thing and I'm close to fucking just doing away with these god damn things and just destroying what's left. Ugh, I can't fucking deal with this shit, I honestly can't.

[01 Nov 2006|03:19pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Father convicted in genital mutilation )

I am the antidote

[27 Oct 2006|08:53am]
[ mood | cold ]

Finally, Saw III comes out today, after so fucking long of waiting for it

I am the antidote

[27 Oct 2006|12:48am]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm confused, I thought 40 Below Summer were no longer a band, yet they still appear to be playing shows and have a new cd coming out October 31st.

I am the antidote

[20 Oct 2006|11:12am]
[ mood | okay ]

So yeah, I survived my attempted prozac od last night, I feel like I'm falling back into my old state of depression and I really need to get out of this shit before everything becomes the way it was before.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[19 Oct 2006|09:23pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I think I fucked up, I took 4 more prozac than I'm supposed to, so that's 160 mg, my heart is beating fast, I really think I fucked up. I need to try and calm down somehow

I am the antidote

[12 Oct 2006|10:37pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Seeing as it's the month of October, I've been doing alot of thinking about October of last year. Making the stupid fucking mistake of thinking there was something for me in Florida, but it actually took me having to go there to figure it out. I guess I should be depressed or some shit thinking about this, but for some reason, I'm not. I guess because I realize now that she was nothing but a fucking bitch who was doing nothing but using me for money which was completely fucked up. When I went to Florida, I seriously came close to fucking up what Justin and I had, I did nothing but regret that when I was in Florida, thinking I had fucked things up.

I am the antidote

[30 Sep 2006|11:38pm]
[ mood | blah ]

There's a part of me that feels like all I do is annoy the shit out of people, maybe it's just me, I don't really know.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[29 Sep 2006|08:14pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Once again, my mind is blank when it comes to what to post, so Demon Hunter lyrics it is.

Less Than Nothing )

I am the antidote

[28 Sep 2006|10:23am]
[ mood | bored ]

Um, don't know what to post, so um Frosted Flakes.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[03 Aug 2006|08:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Two Feet From The Ground lyrics )

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[08 Jul 2006|02:19pm]
[ mood | bored ]

So it's been the longest fucking 2 months of my life, hospitals fucking suck and the idiots working there do as well.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[04 Jun 2006|06:27pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm so fucking tired of being in this fucking hospital, ah well though, 12 days left and I'm fucking leaving here finally. Hm, the new Tool is quite good. Hm, not much else to say.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[20 May 2006|09:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Yeah, so some things have happened since I last updated this. The main thing is I've been in the hospital for about a month now with a condition on my legs called lymphedema. My legs are looking better now, but they're still keeping me in this fucking hospital until I'm able to get strong enough to be able to go home. In the meantime I'm stuck with a shitty wireless connection, but I guess it's better than nothing. Anyways, not really sure who's going to read this if anyone actually does, so I'm just going to shut up now.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[29 Mar 2006|01:50am]
[ mood | cold ]

Not alot has been going on lately, well nothing worth making an entry about atleast. The Silent Civilian cd has leaked and I know where to find it, I'm just trying to decide whether I want to download it or just wait until it becomes available to buy, usually I would just download the cd now and then just buy it when it came out in stores, but I just don't know about this one.

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

[18 Feb 2006|01:25am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

This is a good song )

I am the enemy | I am the antidote

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